Disbelief

The other day I was talking to one of my best friends and realized I hadn't told her about my no-kissing policy. I explained to her my intent, and she laughed in my face. She genuinely laughed at me and said, "There's no way you're going to do that!" Really? She has that little faith in me? I chuckled and said, "Wanna bet?"

It's a little bit hurtful that people close to me don't believe that I can do it. I went home that night and laid in bed thinking, "What have I gotten myself into?! CAN I do it?" But I never intended this to be easy. And when I kiss my fiance for the first time, knowing that I have saved my lips for him to t>10 months (and probably greater than 3 years), it will be worth it. Looking back on the guys I have kissed, though I don't regret any of them, my life wouldn't be lacking anything if I hadn't kissed them.

I press on.

Nothing to Tell

I guess it's about time for a new post here. I don't have a lot to say, which is good. No action is precisely what I'm after, right?

I started school on Monday. I'm surrounded by guys in my engineering and math classes, but let's face it...these are engineering and math majors. The likelihood of them tempting me is slim. So when it comes to staying true to my no-kissing policy, life is pretty easy right now.

A bit of a boring post, yes, but I felt the need to add one. Those of you who are rooting for me, rest easy that I have no temptations. Those of you who are rooting against me, well, right now you're failing. :)